I Don't Know How to Love Him

MARY:
I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him.
I've been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days when I've seen myself,
I seem like someone else.
I don't know how to take this,
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man, he's just a man,
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways.
He's just one more.

Should I bring him down? Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love? Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny,
I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,
Running every show.
He scares me so.

Should I bring him down? Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love? Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Yet if he said he loved me,
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head, I'd back away,
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so
I want him so.
I love him so.

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